One theme. One poet. One memoirist.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

This Week's Theme: Glass

Lauren is the mastermind behind this week's theme of "glass."

Between naming/designing the blog, drafting this week's poem, J.D. Salinger's passing this week, doing the dishes that never really seem to go away in our house, and thinking about aesthetics, I've been musing over the theme more than I had intended.

The connections among this week's poem, the dishes, designing the blog, and glass are pretty self-evident. The connection between Salinger and glass is clear if you've read something aside from The Catcher in the Rye. The connection between my meditations on aesthetics and glass, however, will not be apparent without a little context.

In my History of Western Christian Art course earlier this week, we were having a discussion about the various ways in which a person can approach Art History. We had quite a few formalists in the classroom, and I was a little harsh with their critiques. It seems to me that art cannot be understood outside of its context, particularly with regard to the author's life. Failure to take into account the cultural milieu in which a particular piece of art is located seems to me to be irresponsible.

Most of the time.


I have to admit that I share some artistic space with the formalists. While I believe that cultural context is important, I am also fascinated by form, color, shape, symmetry, and medium. I want things in my life to be aesthetically pleasing. Beautiful. Interesting. Unusual.

The piece featured in this post is Dale Chihuly's Isola di San Giacomo in Palude Chandelier II, in the permanent collection at the Milwaukee Art Museum. Chihuly's work makes the formalist in me jump up and down. This piece is, undoubtedly, one of my favorite pieces of artwork. Isola is also an artwork where, when I look at it, I don't give a damn about Chihuly's life or influences. I care that he made something breathtaking--astounding really--out of glass. Out of something usually seen in a utilitarian light he created something that is exuberant, visually complex, and arresting.

My feelings about Chihuly's glasswork and writing are similar. I love to think about poems, stories, and narratives in the broader context of the world at large. I wouldn't read The Invisible Man without trying to understand the historical situation from which it emerged. The President doesn't make sense outside of understanding something about Guatemalan history.

And still, literature that does not attend to form or aesthetics, that beats you over the head again and again and again with clever allusions, digresses into political diatribes, or is so obsessed with making its point that it forgets to tell its story, makes me equally dissatisfied. Writing doesn't need to be beautiful, or even talk about something beautiful and good in order to involve me in the story. Ugliness has its own purpose, its own kind of aestheticism. I want writing to show me something unexpected, to use forms I know well in a different way, to grab me by the shoulders, shake me, and show me one of life's little graces or horrors--the kind that I pass a hundred times a day and don't recognize.

Chihuly does this in his abstract sculptures. He makes us look at glass differently. This glass is the same as the mason jar holding my water, the light bulb in my reading lamp, the windshield in my car. Here is something inherently fragile and delicate and suddenly it makes a totally unexpected statement. Blown glass taking on form as an abstract sculpture. Words molding reality in a different way for the reader. How wonderful.

***

Expectations

"I'm not made of glass," I told you.
I was trying to convince you to come in
and you hesitated, afraid I was pretty, but cold.
Hard to the touch, but still easily shattered.
You left me standing at my own front door.
Weeks later, after we both had too much wine
you did stay. And found that I was responsive
and open and warm. It wasn't until we woke
the next morning that we both realized
I was still breakable.






Friday, January 29, 2010

More Thirst

Because I couldn't manage to write anything worthwhile on the topic, I decided to blog about it on my other blog. Have a look:

http://web.me.com/laurenlmurphy/Lauren_L./Blog/Entries/2010/1/27_thirst.html

Kelly's quite clear on the purpose of her writing. I, on the other hand, am just writing. In college I took several creative writing courses, but since then I've not written much that has not been academic. My hope for this project is to revisit my creative voice, the one that narrates and describes the world around me. I am a nonfiction writer and would like to use this forum as a way to develop my art, particularly description and dialogue.

I look forward to the challenge!

Thirst




Response to the first theme, Thirst.

Thirst
John 4:6-7

He surprised me when we met
by asking only for a drink of water.
There were no catcalls, no surreptitious touches.
He did not laugh with his friends while I pretended not to hear.
He just wanted a drink of water.
As I drew it, he told me that I looked tired--
that it must have been difficult to be always fetching and carrying.
Before I knew it, I was telling him everything.
From the rudeness of men to the cruelty of women.
When I was afraid I might begin to cry, he touched my hand.
"It doesn't matter." He said, and I believed him.
Until then I had never realized I was lonely.

***

Among my on-going academic, theological, and poetic projects is a series of poems in which I attempt to (re)imagine the lives of various women in the New Testament, particularly their relationships to Christ. It's an interesting and spiritually rewarding project--one which I pursue with a great deal of passion. I'm fascinated by the women in these texts on an academic level, certainly. There are always questions about the roles they played in the early church, their various relationships with Christ and with the apostles, and why we read so little about them. Yet, what I find even more intriguing are questions of their lives before and after Christ. As a Roman Catholic I believe that the Incarnation changed profoundly what it means to be human. What must have passed through these women's minds as they met Christ and throughout their interactions with him?

Thus far I've managed to draft and complete a few poems surrounding these remarkable women (The BVM, Mary Magdalene, Elizabeth, and Salome) imagining their lives and how they were changed after meeting Christ. I've been thinking about the woman in John 4 for awhile now, and am glad to have finally drafted something halfway decent.







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